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oh man... i'm so bored!!! Can't wait for tomorrow. Can't believe i am actually looking foward to the two week of studying. Hmms... Toady i woke up around 6:30 and i was suprised that i actually could wake up that early. Met damien and gordon at Kahtib MRT station and then we sprinted to Cris-lan. On our way there, Damien dropped his phone. Guess where he found it? He found it behind a fence. It actually went through the fence!!! Then we played for 4plus hour and then we went to mac to slack. Then i went home... and here i am blogging... HOLIDAYS ARE BORING!!! Guess what?!?! I am totally addicted to this game dotA. It's just so much fun. Although i'm not very good at it but i'm getting better "bleahs". Idle-ing at home. I mean there's just simply nothing to do. Have been rotting at home for days. Just grasping any opportunity to leave home. Have been hanging out around sembawang road this few days, tele-confrencing and stuffs. Holidays are the only period of time when i really and i mean really miss school. Most importanly the company in school. Surprisingly my teachers too. Totally miss the times after school when we just hang out together at the basket-ball courts or canteen. Now the only thing i am looking forward is my class chalet. Think it would be quite fun, but it's like 20 over days later. Wonder would i be still alive by then, and i still have my 2 weeks of studying in school. Anyone feeling the same way i do just feel free to call me to chat. Think i would be waking up ultra early tomorrow and i mean earlier than schooling times. I have to wake up at around 6:30 and meet Damien and Gordon at Kahtib MRT and then make our way to Cris-lan. Oh well... shall not drag on... Bye!!! Yesterday night was a meaningful night for both me and my mother. We both got to know each other better. We took a walk, aimlessly walking, for about an hour. We talked about everything, from my studies to her. She seem more of a friend than a mother yesterday. I told her everything and she understood. Last week was a roller coster ride for me. I was at the lowest point of my life. I flunk my year end examinations and most importantly she left me. Your must be all suprised. I was also caught by surprise too. She left me when i needed her the most. But what's done is done. My mother told me i had to move on. It's not an end but a new begining. When i reached home, my mother offered me a can of beer and told me to finish it and go to sleep and it's a new begining for me.



So later on i had to attend the parent meeting session which i dreaded. I might drop to NA. I might also be going to an express class. I don't really know. Hope everything goes well for me... Today... I totally flunk my Geography test. My mind went blank when i saw the paper. I can't even do the basic mcq's. What's done is done... Today is mid-autum festival. Stayed at home whole night. She went to play with her friends. I can't possibly follow her right? So i was alone at home. When i sat down and started studying, Damien called and asked me do i want to go and play. I asked my mom then she gave me that look and that's my answer. A big fat NO. Then went back to study. Can't wait for tomorrow. Going out with Eric, Wenjie and much more. It would be much more than candles. Lighter fluid, WD40 and more would be involved. Yeah, i't would be fun alright...